my lame marks

hi my marks are like possibly the worst in the whole entire world! :( so i can't tell you anything but i can tell you my english i got band 1 and the maths band 2 chinese also band 2 and science band 1 my marks like sooooo lame lor... i wonder how i even got into 4r and then i can't even go to higher chinese! and then i dunno if i should go for higher chinese or should i not and so many people keep saying they wanna go higher chinese and i am sooo stressed about if i should or should'nt go !!!! very what hor??? :( can you please help me decide? cause i dunno if i can cope or if i can't?!!!!!!!!!!!!